Can't Win

So today one of my co-workers and her husband drove me up to Sugarloaf Key to go look at a 2000 Jaguar S-Type with 135,000 miles on it. A very stunning car, but for some reason it just doesn't feel right. I was nervous driving it and the S-Type is lacking on storage area. The car has been very well maintained and it has been taken care of by a certified Jaguar mechanic. I'm still up in the air about what to do, I really want a car but for me half the fun of driving is shifting. Did I mention it's an automatic? It's an automatic. Although  it does have a sunroof which is awesome, I have until Wednesday to make the decision. If the car is still available because of some family events happening in the owners life. So I came home hopped on Craigslist and started searching YET AGAIN for a vehicle found a decent one, called, its sold. Just my luck! I never thought that buying a car would be this stressful. 


Right now I'm running on about 3 hours of sleep, I don't work until 7 pm so I could take a nap. If I take a nap I know I won't be able to sleep again tonight. It just seems as though I can't win today. I'm hoping things will turn around and I'm trying to stay positive! Still anticipating tomorrow when my juicer arrives, also it's Tuesday which is awesome because that is my one day off. I'm going about preparing for the juice fast in all the wrong ways I've been eating very poorly and can't seem to convince myself not to eat everything insight as if I'm going into hibernation. I guess I just need to take a step back and relax I still have 73 days until my departure. Tomorrow I will be posting some before photos, I'm pretty embarrassed about doing this but I really want to document the journey I'm about to embark on in hopes that it will help others that want to try the same thing. I have my fingers crossed that juicing and staying on track will help my life in a positive way, maybe even relieve some stress.


On my route to happiness,


Megan